Something changed in a day...something missed a beat...something missed the flow of breath....something i thought i seek...life is strange with its twists and turns...unpredictable, inconsistent..the highs and lows.... and my feelings......like a bird which takes a flight...only to land..and realize the ascent from...was different from the descent to.....and an awakening...a realization .that change is constant, the only truth...the only certainty ...and the missed beat was mine after all...and so was the missed flow of breath...and that something that changed in a day...was changing itself every day...

Negative sensations...attachment , a moment of truth...to be or not to be..these questions go through my chaotic mind...where is the peace, the balance, the equanimity of my soul...I feel..then I react...then I observe..now I see....a truth so subtle hidden in the folds of the destiny i wear....its here right here...in the present, in the now..

From here, its there, towards that meaning, life...its not the end...but a new beginning..for, I am just an iota of existence...I have still a lot to see...